Me First!

This morning wasn't so hot and by 2am i almost lost it. Then I decided after I fed Jackson to do what I wanted to do. Put myself first and Jackson second. Since he was born Jackson has always come first! So I ate a lovely meal and had a shower! A long hot shower! Jack was pretty good so it definately made things easier. Cory is coming home and i am going to try and have dinner mostly prepared so we can get some rest! I must say right now i am a bit nervous about tonight, using the new methods, but at least it's not a cry it out aproach!