Barely Awake

For the past few days I've been doing as little as possible to conserve energy. There are no dishes being done, no laundry, I hardly even make food. Instead I take things from the fridge and eat them as is, instead of combining things to make a meal. Last night was another horrible one. When Cory got home at 5 we ate then I went to sleep from 6 until 7:30. Even though it felt good to get so sleep I was still unable to function properly at night. Cory did most of the settling and rocking last night. At one point after I fed Jackson he was awake so I just put him in the crib and left him (not crying), eventually he did go to sleep, so some things are improving slightly. My appointment with the specialist is finally getting closer! December 18th I go to see why I haven't healed properly from having Jackson and why it still hurts all the time. Usually I can cope with it, but when I am overtired it drives me crazy.....one day this will be over and I'll forget all about it, hopefully! I have a photo of Cory and Jackson in the snow I want to post but it's on the camera and I can't find the camera right now...so another time......sigh.